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Cas x Reader 'Panic'

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11:00pm

'Seriously,' you groaned to yourself. You've been lying in bed for about an hour now, just staring at the glow in the dark stars on your ceiling.

  No matter how hard you tried, you couldn't fall asleep. Thoughts kept racing through your mind, but not good thoughts. The thoughts being: everything you did wrong that day, or that one embarrassing thing that happened to you that one summer way back when.

We've all had those thoughts, am I right? The ones that keep you up over half of the night thinking about stuff we can't fix.

 Those were the worst because then your self esteem would plummet, and that voice in the back of your head would rear its head.

'You're such a loser.' 
'You're worthless.' 
'Nobody would care if you just disappeared.'

11:30pm

You brought your hands up to cover your now tear stained cheeks, feeling panic rise up in your chest. 'What if...' You pulled the blanket over your head, trying to block out the negativity, but nothing would work. 

'What if I fail?'
'What if I'm alone all my life?'

12:05pm

'Please shut up,' you begged yourself over and over again. The dark circles under your eyes stood out against your pale skin. 

You heard a flutter of wings, and a gentle hand on your shoulder. You stiffened and looked up to find Cas. You quickly wiped your cheeks in embarrassment. You gave him a tired halfhearted smile. "Why are you here," you mumbled.

"I heard you calling for help," worry etched across the angels face. Even though you were exhausted, a light blush covered your cheeks. "Mmm tired," you groaned, mentally face palming yourself, for how stupid that sounded.

"I can fix that," he said, quietly waiting for your response. You stared quizzically at him, then nodded for him to do what ever angelic thing he can do. He placed a hand on your forehead lightly. A blue glow filled the room, then your mind went blank. You could feel yourself slowly drifting to sleep, when you felt hesitant lips against kiss yours. 

'Well....we'll have to..... take care of that..... in the morning,' you thought, finally getting some much needed sleep.
How do I explain this? Umm, nope, I don't know how. Sorry if this sucks, but I've had a major writers block phase! Sorry for any mistakes, and hope you enjoy! XD
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PaladinsPride1992's avatar
That embarrassing summer comment? Thanks for bringing back a memory I was trying so hard to forget. XD Lemme say this: I goofed up on dance moves at a CHURCH camp. Yep. The hips. Apparently they lie.